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it’s my own fault
for letting myself fall
for holding on so tight
to something that could kill me if it tried
and it did

i’m punching the glass of a window pulled shut
and i’m wondering why my hand is bleeding so much
i’m running on a frozen lake thinking i won’t fall in
even though i’d already heard the birds singing

i just don’t believe that things can hurt me
until they actually do
and even laying on the ground
you know i won’t admit it was you

so if you still hurt me after all this time,
is that still your fault or does it become mine




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cullan bonilla Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

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